Getting Lit After a Failed Firepit: A Heartfelt Letter to My Babes 🔥💌

Flavor of the Day: Super Silver Haze

To my babes,

You all are my girls, my women, my Beautiful ladies

I wish you could see you the way I see you

I wish you can love yourself the way you love me

All I want for you is to feel safe and happy

Each of you are somebody that I cannot replace

I may sometimes be emotionally unavailable to men, but you all have a special place in my heart

I care about you

I wish that you see in the mirror the person you strive to be every day

Please be as easy on yourself if you make a mistake, just like you'd be easy on me

Please call me out when I fuck up, it's going to happen...ALOT

Be honest with me, even if I won't like the truth

Know that I care about you, and others do too, you are not a failure

You are appreciated

Know that I might not see every step that you take, but I see the jump

And I am PROUD of you!

Understand that I go through my own shit, so I may not reach out, but this is when I need you to check on me

Know that I love you no matter what

I am here for you, no matter what, but you have to tell me what you need

I admire you so much because of your heart, your strength, & perseverance

I love you for helping me love me

I am going through my own hell, and I feel like each time I hit rock bottom, it collapses from underneath me.

But I am Trying.

I AM REALLY TRYING.

I am getting through it because I am a tough bitch.

I appreciate you, and I still need you.

Right now, I just need to try to find my happy, but I still need you

Please don't ever allow me to make you feel low about yourself

I never mean to upset any of you, so please tell me when I do

My words don't always come out right, but I have good intentions behind my advice

Please tell me when I give unsolicited advice, too

If I hurt your feelings, I want to know so that I can make it right

Tell me when you want my input or when you just want me to listen

Thank you for supporting me and empowering me. Let me do the same

Thank you for reading my letter to my babes

Always yours,

Ash

Your Beautiful Disaster Lit

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