Be Open To Change, It Could Be Exactly What You’re Waiting For

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Yes, you have not been seeing many posts published by me, lately. It’s intentional. Thank you to those who have kept me accountable by asking about my writing. Yes in the past, my quietness was because I got in my own way, allowed too many things to get in the way & uttered too many excuses on why I haven’t been productive with my blog, my dream. I can’t get anywhere if I stay stagnant, “I Can’t Change the World If I Settle,” but this time I’m not. I promise you that even if you don’t see it, I am working hard!

I’m here to tell you that even though you do not SEE changes or me being productive, it’s there. My website is getting rebuilt & I’m working on becoming a legitimate business. I have made a few changes & implemented some processes to help keep myself productive. I have reached out to certain people for different things, as they are key to taking this business where I’d like to. I can’t do it all!

So, please keep an eye out for the new website with updated features & a bunch more other things that will help grow the Beautiful Disaster Lit brand. I’m so excited!

Up until 6 months ago, I knew that my dream was possible, but I didn’t truly believe that it was possible for me. As I’ve worked consistently on myself, my life, & my business, I’ve gained confidence in my ability to achieve my dreams. I believe that this dream is possible, even for me, as long as I work my ass off & hold myself as accountable as I hold others. I am so blessed that I have many people who have supported me in whatever way that they were capable of. I am practicing gratitude every day, noticing the things in my life that I should be appreciative of because others may not have the luxury that I take advantage of. I am going to therapy again, (finally) with the therapist who has helped me the most & learning how to process certain things. I am giving myself the attention that I once sought from others & I am making strides to be successful.

I am not perfect, I never claim to be, but I am working every day to be my most powerful self. I do what I can to correct my shitty behavior. Yes, I am human & I slip frequently, but luckily I have my tribe that will hold me accountable & communicate with me in a way I understand. I’ve put so much time & energy into making money for other people. I’ve continually worked hard for companies that underappreciated my value. I’ve made my schedule based on others’ needs, not my own.

It’s my time now.

It’s time to build the brand that I want to build so that I can help the people I am meant to help. It’s time to stop living in survival mode & start living to love life.

I have realized that I can’t wait for others to move my business forward. I need to either do it myself, learn how to do it if I don’t know how, or find the right person willing to do it for me & work with my current, ever-changing income. I am feeling good about these changes that I am making. I hope that you all will enjoy Beautiful Disaster Lit 2.0, once she surfaces.

Thank you all for reading, whether you’ve been reading since the beginning or just now reading your very first article of mine, I appreciate you. My wish is that my blog will inspire & empower you to live your best life & love yourself just as much as you love your best friend.

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